cry baby poem

I am the way I am
Sarcastic, cynical, analytic, and miserable

And I'd rather go to hell being myself than being someone else

Not that I have a choice

Your God isn't real
Your values are fake
And your cult is unrealistic 

I can't be who you want me to be
Any more than I can believe day is night 


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